burningdarkfire: (kurofai)
burningdarkfire ([personal profile] burningdarkfire) wrote2010-03-15 11:20 pm

Funeral [TRC; KuroFai]

Title: Funeral
Series: TRC
Pairing: KuroFai
Rating: PG
Length: about 150 words, part (3/30) of prompts table
Note: Post-series. AU? Sorta. o.O


Won’t you come, they ask.

I shake my head, no.

Even amongst their own sorrow, pity lurks.

Compassion.

He must have really loved him, they say.

Is this love?

I wonder.

All I feel is pain.

All I want is to cry.

Is this love?

Come and say your final goodbyes, they urge.

You’ll feel better.

I turn away.

They don’t understand.

I don’t want to say goodbye.

I want to see your smile.

I want to hear your laugh.

I want to smell the food that you cook.

I want to feel your cool skin against mine.

I want to taste the sugar on your lips as we kiss.

I want to go back.

Is this love?

Everything dies; nothing’s immortal.

I can only hope that even love has its funeral.

Because I can’t live like this any longer.